~for 2020
Audre, have you never seen
A double rainbow rise & set in your
Backyard? I just did only after running
Here when breathing anywhere else
Started killing the We in me. Here, I gallop
10 miles like the palamino We are, unafraid of
Hay fields’ dank air after dark. Everywhere
Elsewise outside is death. I shut out the din
Of 55 buckshots ricocheting off sycamore limbs
& stride this wind until the synapses of We
Unchain our selves. Here, I am not hunted or
Hunter, need no consent not to speak. I will not
Answer calls. I will lie in these sleeves of grass,
Let garters heal my heels, coil my ankles,
Akimbo ussin, as they did all over Alkebu-Ian.
They neither tempt nor taunt like the “ally”
On the Zoom afterparty line I shouldn’t
Have joined last night. You look so sad,
He jeered, his pale mouth’s stink puckering
Like the bum he wishes We’d deign
To kiss. I stare blankly, no grin or grimace
In sight. We owe you nothing. In these bricked
& rowhouses, on this boundless land, paid
In full with whip-smart, bloodied resolve, We
Wrestle not with your feast for our famished
Imaginations. We so full, we get lost in this never-
Ending kaleidoscope, this color wheel
We’ve willed our way for ever & ever &